Leena, you apologized (which is the thing to do)
Hopefully, HATE shouldn't be the order of the day, but forgiveness...
With the exception of maybe 1 or 2 others, I hope that the majority of the people on the forum including ManuTOO & the Mods (sounds kind of like a 60's rock band
) can look DEEP inside themselves and realize that you WERE trying to make a point (albeit in the WIERDEST of ways
Most times jumping into the slime to wage war with slime, only makes you part of the same slime
Leena...Always, always try to exercise good judgement using "logic" instead of "anger"...(this goes out to everyone else, yours truly, also)
I, myself, have tended to get a little frustrated at times by some of the changes in the builds from time to time, but I'd like to think that I've never lashed out at anyone else personally...(I DID apologize to Maciek, even if he still needs to "tighten up his act"
Lots of other people read the forum (besides the ones who do the most posting) and if they've been following this whole sordid thing, some may find the REASONS behind your statements valid, some may not...(in SOME cases there DOES seem to be an "excessive" amount of tolerance for SOME on the forum...)
Sometimes you simply CANNOT get others to see your point, but it USUALLY helps if you use the PROPER "methodology" instead of resorting to elaborate, frustrated, twisted schemes that only serve to "backfire" in your face, thereby "painting the ugliest of pictures"...
I, for one, hope that the damage is indeed still reparable, because I feel that you "at your best" still have a lot to offer in the forum when you use good judgement coupled with "common sense"